Go Figure

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 05:54:30 GMT

i no i havent updated in a while so here goes:

the biggest thing on my mind right now is wat the fuck do i want to do with the rest of my life? and i need more time to make up my mind!!!
one week is just not enough time to decide the rest of my life, so here are my options:

UCLA: become an art major, and maybe some of the other stuff i want, but i would really need to work the system to get the best out of my education, but go to a big school, and have the typical college expierence, but then thiers the fact that i still like the trojans better and the whole rivalry thing just seems stupid to me, plus they have a cool mascot
UCSC: the ultimate slacking option, major wat i want to major in, but not really live in a high strees environment like a big city, but live someplace where everything and everyone is to say the least "chill", and they have the best mascot"the fighting banana slugs" followed closely by the penguins
USF:a small private school, study wat i want, have counclers to make sure im going to graduate and im taking the right classes, and get to easliy take programs to travel all around the world...but its really small...4,000 undergrads. and they have a sucky mascot, and everyone there is so....midwestern wanta bee californian...

i no this may seem like a no brainer to most people, but i need advice, any opinions, or extra facts, fill me in
thanx

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 03:59:50 GMT

this has been an interesting weekend soo far.....
Friday: katie and i almost got arrested, and then we saw fever pitch
Today: went shopping wiht Garine and Talun, bought my first pair of Marc Jacob shoes, long over due,and we went to kitson, and they made us wait out side in a line while some celebrity shopped, and talun got all impacient it was fun, and then we saw travis barker, and ellen degenerous
who knows what will happen tomarrow
have a nice sunday everyone

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 03:22:54 GMT

so yesterday i hit 10,000 miles in my car, i was so happy ...i took pictures

and then today because my life is just awsome....i got two nails in my back tire and ended up dealing with a flat...and leme tell you i spent half an hour on the fone with people trying to sort out what to do and everyone seemed to have a different answer...but then i got it fixed and i got my tires rotated..and i know what that means....but then this stupid lady was here to organize my house and she touched all my stuff...and threw out a lot of stuff, and then i was so busy looking for stuff that i completely missed pilates all together...now its not that bad....but its been a wierd day...

o and i got a pair of green uggs and im not sure if i should keep them...o well

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 06:10:39 GMT

"Which SLC Punk are you?" - Results:

You Are Stevo!

its official

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 07:31:43 GMT

i am now a second semester senior. i feel like i need a ferris bueller day, except i havent done anything to deserve one. a couple days ago i was thinking about what the best part of senior year has been, and then it hit me like a ton of bricks....the last day of summer, befor everything changed. for those of you who were with me that day i hope you smile as i recant the events of that day as i remeber them. now remeber it wasnt a perfect day like the ones you see in movies, but it was just a happy day.
first me, katie, moni, and ben, took moni's dad's range rover to the beach, where we hung out for a while,i took my first dive under a wave, got thrashed by a wave and spent the rest of the time with only one contact...fun stuff.
then like all good nights we ended up at monicas house for somores, and all these people came over, everyone one was all smiles, and it was good. it ended with a wuerd card game...and the worlds greatest pillow fight
i cant help but smile...it was soo silly, and the sad part is i dont think another day like thatwill ever come...where the pressures of the next day do not spoil the night to be had, where everyone understands that the next day will be the begining of the end of everything weve known, and just to have fun. i am sad that that day seems so long ago, but its was almost six months ago. i ...i wonder what this summer will be like?

my summer has come to an end

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 05:46:51 GMT

and i thought instead of remebering how much shit is goin to hit the fan oin the next couple of months, so i will remeber the past couple of days weeks i dunno its all sorta blended together...btw...its 10:30 and im still not done with my summer reading. ohh well...last night i spent at monis till like 12...earlier ben,moni,katie,and i went to zuma...it was fun...didnt get rid of my wierd tan line...but i did look the best there in my rubber frog boots...lol...i lost a contact so i was dizzy for a while...then we went back to moni's showered then moni drove my car (if u think im crazy..well) to my house and back then we went to gelsons...bought my dinner, and then they bought cookie dough, and cake and frosting...then we almost picked up jared(jermey)lol jk..a couple ia times...then ben, garine, jared, talun, jon,and adam, joined katie,moni,and i. later we had a wierd pillow fight...i have bruises all over because of that ball pillow that kept getting throuwn my direction...then an awsome game of cards...i didnt win once though...
k-what does labour day celbrate
me- that u cant wear white anymore...duhh
lol
any how a week ago i went to disney land with kelly, and then we ran into moni, sammie, jeremy,ben, and someother guy..evan?..and my brother and max were there...
now back to school...i feel emotionless ohh well...awsome summer...counting till next!!!(england)

alisal

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 07:10:17 GMT

hey its like 12:05 and i cant decide if its today or tomarrow, tues or wed,...any how i am at the alisal which is in solvang...its not as bad as it may seem but its not totally awsome either...any how...i dont have air conditioning, internet, tv, or fones, no reception and now no battery...so im like bake to the stoneage, i didnt want to go in the jacuzzi with the loosers...lol...so im in the library on my lj because i havent updated in a while...schools starting and im not that upset about the fact that its starting just the fact that life is moving on,...or that its not moving fast enough...any how im kinda bored with this later

well my summer so far

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 20:53:46 GMT

SUMMER is almost over and wat have i acomplished..?
i finished my class at otis...im really glad i dont have to live with my uncle anymore...his house was kewl but he is just sooooo discusting. any how...ive been to new york this summer and i have to admit that i love love love the rain...i saw these big rain clouds forming around the buildings and i honestly thought it was a fire it was just soo awsome and one minute i was walking down the street and the next minute it was raining and i was all soaked wet....any how..seen a bunch of movies...cant wait for the second princess diaries movie because im a freek...but only a little...and i went to san francisco last weekend and it was awsome becuase it drizzeled and it was awsome and i saw some friends and then i randomly saw donald at giridelli...and then im going there this weekend for my grandparents 50th anniversary and im going to see my cousins which is kinda wierd cuz i dont get along with them well and then im hopefully going to see my friends again and theni statrt a class at school any then i get to go to the alisal...o and ill b home alone..sorta next week and i am sooo excited...any how im going t go have anice day

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 05:43:42 GMT

-graham crackers were invented to prevent masturbation.
-thats just 1 too many pieced of chicken.
-want some more s'mores?
-i thought you waid we weren't going in the ocean.
-wow look at the view.. oww oww owww.
-yup.. those are the right hand signals.
-hott guys working @ the magic place.
-creepy guy on the bench.
-rollerblading is NOT a fun form of exercise!
-don't slip in the jacuzzi.
-"damn the girls are keeping me floating."

just another fun night with monica @ the beach house.

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 04:11:49 GMT

recently lifes been wierd....i am about to become a senior...my life as i no it is changing...im going to apply for college...all the essay questions...ino its sad but im really kind of looking forward to answering themm...i think there are alot of aspects of my life that i havent had the time to analize and really think about...and the eesay r goin to give me a chance to grow up and get past all of it...o well..some mile stones r comming up...today my uncle and i were arguing about the importance of the moon landing...he said technology wouldnt b where it is today if it werent for the landing on the moon...witch is having its 35th anniversary this month...my argument is that it was important to him because he expirence it and knew the changes that it brought about...i think its justnatural evoluion of technology....but he doesnt think we can both be right and that really pisses me off...we can both b wrong but we cant both b right. today i saw zac and serina...i hadnt seen them in sooooo long...serina told me how much erica had changed and wat she had become...blowing everyone off for her boyfriend...and becoming a totally pot head...and i kept thinking i used to be so close tothat girl...she was my best friend scince 3rd grade(im not sure wat tense that should b in) and im yet again not surprised...im just saddened that she hasnt bounced back yet...i was always expecting her to bounce back..from that time she met that guy on the cruise and became obsesed with him and with drugs...and go back to the moive freek i used to know...but she may not bounce back....and then the most important milestone in my life is that in two weeks exactly it will be 4 years scince a very close friend, who taught me more than anyone else i have every known, died. i cant help but think i made it four years with out her...i remeber every fourth of july we would have the same conversation...i would simply state wat r u planning on doing...and she would reply raising her head high with pride...honey im british we lost that war ..and then she would smile and give a little laugh that sounded more like a cakel...i cant help but wonder how my life would be different if she hadednt died... but she did and high school was soo hard and i honestly think that she taught me how to endure it all and i could have used a few new lessons every now and then..and how now im sitting at this computer on the verge of tears..and i dont even know why...i cant wait for change yet im afriad for it...ohh well...it like technology will come whether i want it to or not and the best i can do is to absorb it and use it to the best of my advantage and to get out of this fucking city!!!laters!!

ps..im soo excited about the SAVES THE DAY concert this friday at HOB

man o man

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 23:58:19 GMT

some times everything is just going wrong and you cant figure out why...sometimes people like to fight...but pretentd there not, and that everything is fine...well...im saying it right here right now...and if the several...thats right more than one persons see this then they will no...i hope...but im sick and tired of fighting (ino its cliche) but like a little middle school girl who hasnt growing into her high heels yet...people should do a lot of things...so im making the first step....here its is....im really really mad at a couple of people because: they made me feel bad about my self for no good reason, the play mean jokes when the time isnt appropriate, they lie to your face..and sometimes to their own, in addition to somepeoples inabitlity to have a spine and get in my face wen u have a problems with me....i think thats it...but im really disappointed in alot of people...not that you shoudl in any way feel bad...because im doing enough of it for everyone...
scince this is my most recent entry in like 2 months some happier stuff...i went to see no doubt and phantom planet..im taking classes at otis by LAX...and staying with my uncle...and more than anything...i want to b in San Francisco..(i want it so bad it brings tears to my eyes) and as a final note: i have come to determine that men of asain decent have really smalldicks(like severly concerningly small) in comparison with men of other decents...HAVE A Nice day!!

man o man

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 23:58:19 GMT

Thu, 06 May 2004 00:42:35 GMT

i guess some one found nemo...i wonder how much he costs?

welll well well

Sun, 02 May 2004 20:05:25 GMT

hi....to whomever cares...well life has made some developments i guess...i took the sats again on saturday. it was an interesting day..at the test i saw kelly catanya which was kewl cuz i havent seen her in forever...and then katie and i ended up in the same room next to each other so after we went to jonny rockets and met moni...then moni and i went to a movie...then later i went to the stupid play for a little bit to get extra credit i desperatly need....any how,...then i met up with moni and katie at the commons and i saw kelly and zach which was kewl..and thenwe went around and drove aronund tha calabasas parking lot chasing each other..hahaha..fun times..any how now its sunday and im completating the uscces of my week with the utter reality sinking in ...o well lunch is ready...so im gunna go...i hope i can salvage my weekend so i will be both succesful and fun....later

1 month till im 17!!!!

for those of u who live in a box....im sorry

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 21:39:54 GMT

well as i said breifly some new developments in my life have occured...if that makes any sence...lol...

firstly...i got a really cute new skirt( well not really new....i just found it, so it seems new)

secondly....i read a whole book in more than one day....which is like a miracle for me....

thirdly...i made wierd as albino chicken....but i tastes like salad...

fourthly....my mommy made hamburger cookies....yumm

and fithly...i got a car...ill post pictures of it later...cuz i need to go help my mom pick out a tv for my dad...lol..later....

can u guess what kind of car i got???

and color...?

and what color do i want to paint it?

omg i dont give a shit

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 04:59:02 GMT

any way i found this awsome quiz...
i tried this awsome care bare quiz ...but i cant figure out how to put it on my little page thing... any how im sorry ...i feel like sucha failure... maybe this is just my overall additude about life...ahh wow im depressed...that or i dunno wat...ahh my head ...later

hi

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 03:06:39 GMT

i guessi havent updated in couple days so her it goes...update...hehehehe..any way i cant be long because im at scripps college for the night with my cuzin...hehehe ...any way i hope every one is having fun on the last couple days of spring break

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 00:02:05 GMT

I HATE PASSOVER!!!!!have a nice day

happy eve-day of passover

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 18:05:32 GMT

for those of u who dont know passover is the kewlest jewish holiday ever.....because....you dont need to fast....you dont really go to temple....temple sorta comes to u.....like all jewish holidays there is good food....and especially for passover....we get special food that isnt allowed during the rest of the year...isnt that just chill...hahaha im to jewish to say that....wow that sounded like someone who is to say the least not me!!!..in all my glory...whatever that means....

any how...i dont really see the point of having a lj...i mean who am i really talking to, im not one to believ that all internet users are like 38 year old balding men in like the midwest...where it gets cold and all they do is look on the internet for people to stalk...maybe im steryotypining alittle but o well... it is just a natural reaction

back to my point....why does any one want to hear my thoughts...i mean they dont really follow any natural reactionary train....the cabuss(the cute little car at the end of a train in stories) is just an ultimate message about how lame this whole thing is but yet my fingers continue to strike each key as though it is a gift to have....o well weva ...if i insist on being all hypocryitical and shit them i am goin to do so to the best of my abilities....

and no because i just figured out how...see i learned something new today..actually two things because i just went to jamba juice and i never knew they had a smaller size which is awsome cuz i can never finish a big one...hehehe...i dont know y but i donthink i can finish the small size either...but i got strawberries wild and it has a wierd appley taste...the other new thing i learned today is how to post pictures so here goes!!! i hope

any how thats moni, nicole, and me along time ago...and wow im so impressed with my self....here is hmm and thats just a cute little pictures i think its kinda ironic but weva any way here it is!!!

life can smell like fish sometimes

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 23:45:33 GMT

so lets see daylight savings time was yesterday...not that any one felt me worthy of that knowlege..any how...thats life....so ive spent all day running errands for my mommy...which is fine i guess..but i ha to go into calabasas and it was awsome its been so long since i was there on a saturday morning. so im driving through and what u see is all these drunk trophie wives running across the street with their balding husbands chansing them while all these motorcycleist are riding around in thier matching leather. it was awsome its like the clash of the societies and thier peacefullness as one. ahh the beauty of drunken peace. any how gtg my computer just mooed at me later

i finally got a live journal..im so pathetic

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 06:33:14 GMT

So i finally got a live journal...what you can expect too see goes as follows:
*firstly an absolute disregard for the correct placement of words within a single word otherwise known as obvious to anyone but me!
*second..will be my reflections on the world (as strange as it may be) in which i live....from the green elves in medicine jackets, to the wonder of oddly shaped fingers, to my ongoings through out the week.
*cross my heart and hope to die...i will try really really hard to be optimistic about my life, and look at everything more specifically my friends with a glass half full concept. (not the top half full)..(does that ever make sence to anyone but me)
any how those are my goals however unattainable and altruistic they seem. "its like driving a carraige in central park" thats from a movie my mom is watching right now and i sorta think that applies to my life...i mean what do u see...the people in central park going about thier activities, as u watch from above removed from the turmoil they present...yet u are draging someone for a alousy fee who is unable to appreaciate the beauty of the turmoil that is new york, and i only looking at the nature..which i personally dont get because who gives a crap about nature?? i mean bugs are gross...especially the ones that bite...and spiders....im sorry but not even spiderman the object of my favorite poem by jim hall, can pull of the whole spiders are your friend thing...and then the trees dont even get me started...thing s can fall out of them..people can hide in them ..people can even live in them yes their pretty to look at but who care about that...there was this guy on tv and they were trying to get him and they had their guns drawn and they were looking at him saying i hope he didnt go down the fire escape and then they opened the shower curtain and thier was this old guy sitting ther on this chare in a full three piece suit reading the paper with an umbrella to shield himself from the shower. isnt that funny...and he went on talking about the weather.lol. any how i should probally tell u the world about my week i mean it was kind of uneventful but still fun.

SAt- i took the SAT, and then wen to harrisons bar mitzvah...it was fun
Sun- i left for my college tour...it was ok it was alot of driving...but my mommy rented a BMW Z4 to drive so it was confortable..."she had red hair didnt she ...ur wife" wow this is one funny dude
Sun-Fri- i was seeing college (broaring as hell)
Fri i went with moni and katie to a concert in Agoura...we saw...dont look down, autopilot off, sences free( think im not sure), and then Rufio..which was awsome...it was my first really mosh pit...im soo bruised i got hit in the head last night twice..but it was soo awsome
and then today i went to city walk to see a movie and go out to buca...its really sad when the hostesses are letting you choose your seat based on the availibility of the waiter...granted they dont know me, but still, and it not like its the corner grocery store or something its a resturant like 30 min away..
...anyway that was my weekend im gunna go later...o and i took the ACT today...there was a science section someone neglected to tell me about

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 06:00:07 GMT

this is monica updating leah's journal
cuz she just got it
& im trying to make it all prettyful..
like the naked guys in the background? :p

byee!